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2008-12-14T11:59:00.002+08:00

FK LIFE LA.
its fking meaningless to live in tis fking world
only emotional is the only emotion i will ever experience.
i grow tired of it alrdy.
i duno hw long i can sustain nw.

2008-11-05T20:28:00.001+08:00

O lvl chinese was relatively easy. managed to be focused.
aft tt , went eat wif frends thn zao back home.
ps: u idiot or wad , exam jz finish , who got mood go for remedial? -.-

2008-10-23T22:53:00.001+08:00

rofls , tis poem is cool! Enjoy:
M-Maid from indonesia is what i am .
E-Everyone agrees to that and that leads to me no friend .
I-Insensible is what i always have .
Q-Quite a bitchy name i admit i wear .
I-Interactions is what i lack because i stink like i never had .
N-Now i do everyone a favour , saying myself bitch is what i care .
dontcha all agree tis poem rox? credits to rayner for tis AMAZING poem, laughs. :D

2008-10-21T22:28:00.003+08:00

rofls , today was abit of interesting.
finally knew more abt my sch !
well , slacked arnd n headed back home @ arnd 4?
gosh , im so early! :P
well , imma watch the noose.
cyas.

2008-10-20T22:24:00.002+08:00

boos, im bored , well not entirely though. x:
sch was boring. intensive chinese remedial kinda sux.
waste 3 hrs nia. but gd ting is sch ends at 12.50 for tis whole week,
due to O's. every1 doing their O's must jia you!
headed down to city hall to mit up wif ray,aaron&co.
quite funny yah . sum1 downgrade to $1.80.
everytime minus $0.40 , few more days = negative? rofls.
hahas, enuff of the jokes . finally did sum homework .
i cant believe im so GOOD. but thn the homework was studying sum music songs, rofls x:
well , tts all for today.

*whee,itwasworththewait:D

2008-10-19T22:00:00.002+08:00

in a dam bad mood.
mother kept on kpkb jz now.
had a bit argument here n there.
well the whole convo was plain retarded.
only parents & bro talked.
i jz 1 ear in, another ear out.
thn talk talk talk , they gave up talking.
roars , i jz wish tt they wud let me do wad i wan.
so wad if my bros can study . i nid to do the same arh.
in the end , still wan come kpkb.
fking irritating la mother. -'-

2008-10-16T22:33:00.002+08:00

roars , today was so much better thn rotting at home today.
went out to find mr dog at tamp. it was oh so far luhs.
but it was worth it ya , managed to mit up wif cy & his stead . hahas!
rofls , thn dog+me headed to bugis to find ray&co.
slacked arnd . cracked sum jokes. ate dinner.
boos, i cant believe im back home at arnd 9.30!

2008-10-15T22:19:00.002+08:00

boos, boring.
rotted at home today,
was sick , parents din allow me to go out. x:
well , i mus congrats myself - survived a day.
surfed webbies , watched movies + blog hopped.
tts how i managed to kill 10+hrs worth of time. ._.
anyways, i shud say , today was seriously B O R I N G.
except after evening.
listen to parents kpkb. at least got ting to do rite? xP
roars, tmr i dun care. imma go out. no more rotting at home liao.
no more boring experience . X:

I jz hope u will reply me.
Will be waiting patiently

2008-10-14T22:21:00.002+08:00

boos, im sick.
doc said its prolly due to hfmd. -.-
well , ate so much ice-cream& drank so much stuffs.
i tink tts why i sick .
sumore, we made a din during dinner -.-
but i tink still worth it leas,
every1 was enjoying themselves.
well , i admit i was a joker during the dinner, rofls.
it was fun making those silly jokes & antics.
i tink i can qualify to be a clown!!!
k larhs me mai bhb liaos. x:
anyways , finally made an attempt lers.
hope it will turn out gd. really looking forward for a wonderful 1. :)

2008-10-13T19:44:00.002+08:00

i dun tink i got change.
mayb its jz me,
hiding it for so long.
well , wadever i do, its my choice.
i dun wanna say it ,
but i mean it.
though im showing a different side of me,
i am always me.
nothing can change the fact.
Jokes,
tis is the real me surfacing , no doubt.
dun be surprised , its really ME.

2008-10-12T21:15:00.002+08:00

Boos, din update cus lazy . x:
i jz rmb i went vivo. & stayed at home during sunday.promised parents to not go out :D
im so fillial, whOO!
anyways , i haf abit of STM , so forgive me if i left out sum parts.

*roars, i duno u.
u duno me.
but sumhow , i kip tinking abt u.
wads rong wif me. t.t
gosh , hope i can wake up from this dream ,
unless i can make it a reality.

2008-10-10T21:06:00.003+08:00

kana , cbk.
say till like tt hor.
sua lo , ill jz treat i din haf frend like u.
sure had fun wif sports class, but i guess its time to say gdbye.
we'll haf nth to do wif each other anymore.

2008-10-07T23:33:00.002+08:00

Boos. din been updating cus been oh-so busy . x:
roars , i hate my exams . but its finally over today!
anyways , im oh-so looking forward to thurs.
its gonna be first excitement .
& follow up by fri ! its gonna be a fun time wif matthew, tt cbk. (:
hmm , intensive trg ftw!
ahahs, gonna go do more fun stuffs lers.
bb & tc readers.

2008-10-05T20:08:00.002+08:00

Yo. i haf a new way of enjoying life dudes.
rofls , doing the rong tings at the rong time rox!
shan't elaborate much further. :D
ciaos , take care!

2008-10-04T00:35:00.002+08:00

rawrs, eoy are midway.
cant wait for it to end ya.
many tings are waiting for me to do!
Grrs , well , i've been tinking wad to do aft exams
tt i din really put in effort! ._.
first ting first, later on in evening going hotel eat!
rofls, long time nvr go posh places to eat liaos. mus enjoy, hahas!
neh neh , im like so0-fking practical , materialistic! who cares , (:
Enjoy what u haf now dudes, its more important having what u have, then wishing for what u dun have!
ciaos, go slp liaos. 12.40am siol .early early! nice time to slp, :P

2008-10-01T17:53:00.002+08:00

rawrs, ytd was in a bad mood luh. din bother to update. so i shall update today!
Tuesday:
english compre still ok la, shud be able to pass for first time!
thn had 1 hr break as usual.
nabei, fuckthew kip on kpkb. ppl talking u cut in , still ask me diam?
Puacheebye , u ownself not welcomed, still tink ppl wan talk to u?
i say liao, nxt friday u cfm not gonna haf a gd day.
u better make sure i too tired from thurs tonning,
if not go sch, u better go hide wif teachers.
limbei tolerate u so long since start of tis year le.
now limbei not sports class liao, u better watch tt fk up attitude of urs.
u tink every1 so gd tolerate ur nonsence arh. hong gan la !
nao hia, u better not tink i dun dare. I DARE U!
let's see who gona haf the last laff on nxt fri lor.
w/e, dun wan say lers. say liao blood boil more x:
thn physics paper!
whee, section A&B still ok luh.
section C is the FUN!
steady, i duno how do 2 qns, worth 20 marks ders.
thn spend 20mins play wif calculator.
but shud be able to pass lars, HOPEFULLY x:

Wed:
ahas, today went to boon lay dere to eat sakura!
cousin 21st bdae. rofl, he bring his gf along, ppl say , "ask for her hand'' LOLS.
hahs, food still ok la. halfway thru the buffet, fone died. -.-
thn aft tt, went back home. wanted to study ss first ders, but no mood.
so i went to do sum tings lor! hahas (:
later on thn study ss... hope can pass siol x:

rawrs, fk u matthew.

2008-09-29T21:34:00.002+08:00

Aw,eng paper 1 quite difficult. essays all guai lan 1. nvr saw those type of qns b4 ._.
managed to complete in wif 15mins remaining i tink. speech writing still ok. free writing was the killer ya. anyhow pick qns cus all 5 duno at all. rofls!
thn arh, 1 hr break till elec geog.
ELEC GEOG, zomg! its like i study & study, but none enters the brain. lols, wen i saw the paper. i kena stun. tio potm stun arrow, 5 sec stun! thn format of paper is 3 qns choose 2.
chose rivers&coasts.
got 1 part i go act cute X:. explain formation of blah blah blah [5m]
my ans: formation of blah blah blah due to some reasons.
LOLS, cute sia. *jokes*
finish paper in arnd 40mins. duration was 90mins.
went to sleep for remaining time.
thn JIT came over n wake me up.
'' check ur answer, dun slp''
as if check answer will noe how do like tt. -.-
aft paper over, lunched wif frends n headed for tuition .
homed aft tt. STUDY FOR PHYSICS LA BODOH!

2008-09-27T14:28:00.002+08:00

rawrs, boredom at home . aft hafing a lil fun at causewaypoint, im stuck at home :x
Friday:
went over orchard to find ray,bernard&dom
knn, lost for arnd 20mins, anyhow walk , duno how find far east plaza ._.
thn cabbed over to sum place, nt sure where is it.
LaUghed. bernard&dom go act . thn taxi driver like very wary of us, lol.
thn slacked till 10+, headed to safra for dinner.
thn homed.
Saturday:
went for remedial till 10. went causewaypoint wif random peeps.LOL.
quite fun luh. :P
thn stuck at home ... gonna use com till evening i guess :x

2008-09-25T20:14:00.002+08:00

Hi again readers,
got miss me ma, X:
bhb sia me rofl ._.
today had bio test. sux to da core, every 3 qns nid tikam 1...
thn aft sch din attend physics remedial , cus abit slpy thn nvr do da hw.
go for wad , kena gan by mr quay nia.X:
so since i was slpy, also nvr go trg la, simple rite :P
thn went to find sum frends. bai,lennon,louis,sl,wister suddenly all disappear.
so went walk arnd wif nick tau n nel. lols. nel sibei guai lan!!!
rofl,i shall be gd n not say anymore (:
thn slacked arnd zai homed.

2008-09-23T22:31:00.002+08:00

*yawns
sch was a joke today O:
aft morning assembly, our class stayed back n did push-ups fer punishment cus classroom dirty+ nvr lock door. do like 10 nia , no kicks ! rofl. thn going back to class rite , saras came n scold. ._.
relax luh , wads done is done , scold liao also no use rite?
thn aft sch got e-maths test. freaking easy ya , nvr study also can attempt all qns. (:
went to amk to find bai , sl , nick tau , nel & many more. cus its sl bdae ma. they go buy small cake thn ask sl eat, rofl , eat like 1 dog! gif me a WOOF! Lame siol , ._.
thn aft tt, every1 began to left , cus it was quite late le. thn sl & me went to hub to buy present, which is a bag .
homed aft tt. happy bdae sl (:
Boos, tmr gonna be another fun day. gonna do sum antics in sch , HAHA !

2008-09-20T22:20:00.002+08:00

life's as usual.
world's still spinning.
every1's doing their own stuffs.
3-4-5 ya. :O
hehs, im getting used to tis kinda life.
its not the best, but im making do wif it
exams coming, study hard pals. get acceptable results to show ur parents & urself.
i dun quite feel like wad i am, but its GOOD ya.
got an urge to kick bad habits, n start new 1 ,
wadever the outcome , im gonna cherish it.
eeyah! time to say gdbye, BB!
randomness in a random time rox!

2008-09-19T19:32:00.002+08:00

Finally, can dare to say i got rid of at least 90% of the troubles.anyway, haf smth to tell u luh bai.
To BAI:
im really sry for wad happen. i shudnt been angry at all. i shudnt had been so selfish. I shud be happy for u. I promise tt tis reaction i shown for tis incident will nvr surface again. I treasure our brotherhood, n it wun get affected anymore. Let's get back to last time like tt kays?(Bai+Cel)--> Brothers Forever, Pa Buay Toh.

2008-09-17T20:12:00.002+08:00

Eh dun worry about me. EOY coming up le, all go study for exams la. i can only say, if fate likes to di siao me, i jz have to resign to it.
k, i shall end of wif this my principle of life:
Loyalty is wad i am,
Trust is wad i wan,
With these 2,
BROTHERS are formed.

truly disappointed tt i cudnt earn ur trust.

2008-09-16T21:35:00.002+08:00

i dun wan talk abt it. i dun wan tink abt it. i jz hope i can get get over tis.

2008-09-15T18:20:00.002+08:00

today's sch was fking stupid. knn at 8.30 arnd there kee yong come find me ask me stand outside staffroom till 10.40. thn 10.40 tan li choo go talk to me till 11. thn go find kee yong talk till arnd 12+. zzz, din even attend majority of the lessons lor. went to eat lunch for 10mins.thn 12.20-2.30 finally got to attend lessons. but sibei bo mood. went to slp for 2 lessons cus last lesson was history, thn tio punish stand at back of class....fking stupid sia, today come sch jz to let teachers gan me lor. thn aft sch end at 2.30, went to find form teacher. talk for abt 5mins thn she let me off. thn went back find kee yong for round 2...thn aft kee yong, went to find mr quay. lucky he din confiscate my fone n gave me extension of dateline to submit my hw. thn aft talk to him for 20+min, he finally let me off. thn i headed back wdlands cus fking no mood le. chatted wif few frends aft cutting hair thn homed.
Overall, today sux. got so emo tht i cried while talking to wy. w/e, bye readers.

2008-09-13T21:35:00.002+08:00

Boo readers. had a casual man-to-man talk wif bai...LOL. discussed abt sum topics. dun wan say here, very pai seh de. haha. thn went to clark quay to eat dinner luh. duno why la, but i no appetite luh. din really eat much, sumore they like anyhow order food de lor. all meat. -.- eat until sian siol. thn i jz look at the scenary outside the glass windows while relatives all eating. n hor, got 1 lao auntie waitress sibei xtra. drink fin soup liao wan new plate thn go gif me another bowl of soup....aiya dun wan say liao. blood will boil de lor. i tink if u wan find maid can go ask this auntie siol. SUPER HARDWORKING DE.
kk, shall end here. tc readers. =]

2008-09-12T20:19:00.002+08:00

Hi. sch boring siol. fking kee yong kip kpkb me nvr go for cca. -.- thn aft tt got chem test. rofl tis time cfm can pass. me got secret weapon siol. :D
aft sch wen over to find frends. aft tt, go eat lunch at cb macs luh. slacked arnd at void deck thn homed aft tt. tc readers :D.

2008-09-11T23:25:00.002+08:00

yo. physics spa mock test today abit screwed la bodoh. duno hw come i can get 0.03 when others got 3. -.- __
thn aft sch wanted to jz go slack first de lor. talk talk talk till Mr.Quay spotted me. knn xia suay la bodoh.
thn aft physics remedial i go see sum frends play bball. thn aft their match finish i go shoot ball awhile lor. thn found out all fking buay zhun. go hong gan la, lost touch of bball -.-
thn aft tt i go find bai. at first tot he got go mnd, thn he told me he go see doc. aiyo, shud haf called him earlier, thn dunid waste so much time siol.thn met up wif them at cb macs. thn slacked arnd lor. went over to frend's hse till 10+ thn father fetched me home.
cya readers. quite a long post ya? at least it helped me release stress luh, lols.

2008-09-10T21:31:00.001+08:00

today really zzz. really no mood to type it all out. anyway, hope those involved will get better luh. mus take care hor ok. dun let my emo spread to ya.

2008-09-09T21:04:00.002+08:00

duno wad to blog about. today wasnt really a pleasant day. found out i got my frend involved wif sum incidents... im really sry, din mean it de lor...
thn i duno y, got heartache. i myself also duno hw come i will feel like tis lor. guess im gonna get back into emo mood again...
aniwae, thx bai. talking to u helped to ease abit. really glad to haf u as frend ya.

2008-09-08T19:33:00.002+08:00

yo. today was quite fun luh. went to bukit batok to collect ting wif bai n makeup-artist. :D
thn we went sakae eat. it was super funny at sakae luh, we go do alot of tings. haha
homed aft tt. alrites, tc readers. =]

2008-09-07T18:31:00.002+08:00

yos. today sian luh. no1 go out wif. -.-. thn bo bian find sum ex-classmates go out. slacked arnd thn zao back home.
dam scared the same ting happen sia....pls pls pls, dun let the same scenario happen leh. purposely 1 isit, make me feel the same pain like last time = =.
haiz, hope everyting will turn out well luh. cya readers, tc.

2008-09-06T20:53:00.002+08:00

sry luh, was emo-ing jz nw. thnks to those tt consoled me. dun worry k, im better now alrdy. :D
ill promise i wun kip too many secrets to myself k. *breathe in* *breathe out*...
alrite ya, ill try my best to overcome it. cya readers. tc, dun be a emo-er like me :X

2008-09-06T14:56:00.003+08:00

JZ FKING LEAVE ME ALONE LA. I NEED TO DE-STRESS.
U TINK ITS EASY TO COPE WIF SO MUCH STRESS? BUAY SONG WIF ME, TOO BAD LA. BAD MOOD K? JZ LET ME VENT IT OUT __.

2008-09-05T20:05:00.002+08:00

today got both gd n bad tings happen siol. starting 8am went to meet bai,siewhui,sl n lemon tea. thn aft tt went to watch movie. 4bia nice siol. quite scary, lucky siewhui told us sum of the plot, so didnt scare the balls out of me. :O
thn aft tt slacked arnd. thn aft tt mood spoiled le. dun wanna go into details. homed aft tt.

2008-09-04T22:50:00.002+08:00

hey every1, im finally back. had a very hectic schedule. kept meeting groups of frends. :X
kip run here run there, very tiring siol. anyway, today was quite fun.
morning was fking boring. lucky bai jio me go out hub. thn slacked arnd wif siew hui, bai, ze jun, wister n few more. lazy to list all liao -.-
arcade-ed for quite sum time. it was fun yea :D. thn aft tt siew hui go take duno wad ting bua my face -.-, bai join in also n take sum orange flavour de ting bua my face also -.-...all like to bua tings on my face siol =/
thn aft tt bai wanted to go watch movie but i had smth on, so headed back home arnd 9+.
now at home settling sum stuffs. buzy liao, cya readers.

2008-09-01T23:20:00.002+08:00

yo. had a fking fun time yea. :D
looking forward to the nxt 1...hopefully it wun be tt long.

2008-08-29T23:43:00.001+08:00

Yo. today was an almost perfect day. till sum1 ruined it. -.-
teacher's day celebration almost mus spoil ppl mood.

2008-08-28T20:10:00.001+08:00

chinese paper 2 today...fking hard sia. need to tink for almost all the qns..:X
aft sch headed over to play bball wif frends. n bai, cheer up, still got last term. work hard kaes? u can do it de :DD

2008-08-27T18:44:00.002+08:00

today sibei tired :X. had napfa 5 stations in the morning...followed by hcl EOY -.-
anyway 5 stations' results were still acceptable, since i stopped exercising much.
standing broad jump: 254cm..rofl nvr train improve by 14cm :D
shuttlerun:10.5s...sibei sian, nvr run thn deprove :X
sit n reach:44cm...back pain la, nvm de :D
sit-ups: 43 or 44 nt so sure.....nb so long nvr do abs liao, do till dizzy -.-
pull ups: 10...woots i own at it, rofl :DD
tts all. cya

2008-08-26T20:52:00.001+08:00

yo. today was ken bdae. went over to amk aft sch to celebrate his bdae. slacked till 7 thn home-d

2008-08-25T20:21:00.002+08:00

yo. today was a bad day yea. -.- went to amk aft sch to complete my final step to forget this mistake i made... shall end here to stop myself from emo-ing again. :O
Brace up Cel, u can do it :DD

2008-08-24T19:39:00.002+08:00

Hey! went for tuition in the morning. slacked for the whole afternoon playing dota. got 1 game is the most interesting. starting we were losing de. thn we made a comeback. from 15-20 to 32-20. :D aft tt ken dc....dc kia lai de -.- thn left me n a useless lich. sentinel:scourge was 2:4. lucky managed to farm fast enuff. opp de tms sore loser thn wan bd. rofl, he was greeted by the whole team. thn me went to bd also. in the end MEGA CREEPS. :DDD my final score became 27:1:10.
GG.

2008-08-23T21:24:00.003+08:00

yo. today went out wif ken n his frends in the afternoon at plaza sing. ears abit pain la, cus got this dog keep barking n barking non-stop. very irritating. i tink shud store SPCA no. in my hp liao. it really is handy yea.
headed over to find a few ppl aftwards. thn father drove me home.
rofl. jz won dota wif pa 1v4 :DD placed all my EMO into the game n it worked wonders. :D mayb gaming is a gd way to release all ur emotions :O

2008-08-23T11:08:00.002+08:00

MY WORLD IS TEARING APART....nth goes smooth for me. all i get is disappointment. all hopes are lost.
sry for ranting again readers. :X

2008-08-22T20:50:00.000+08:00

aiya today abit tired. no mood to blog. sry readers :X

2008-08-21T22:19:00.003+08:00

Why is love so cruel. Playing tricks on you, unexpected opportunities which makes it unreliable to trust. WHY WHY WHY? Is it really so hard to love someone? :X
sry for emo-ing. :O

2008-08-20T19:35:00.002+08:00

yo, im back again. sch was boring as usual :X. slacked for awhile b4 going back to collect my new specs. homed aft tt.

2008-08-19T19:42:00.000+08:00

Boo. bored bye.

2008-08-18T20:16:00.003+08:00

Boo. had a slack day, except sch ended quite late due to bio spa makeup -.-.
headed over to play bball wif frends till 7. homed aft tt.
n min if u're reading tis, get tis in ur head. i call u is cus im waiting so dam long. go to the bball court or call me nxt time. dun ps again hor =X

2008-08-17T17:17:00.001+08:00

had tuition in morning. ate lunch and homed. stayed at home n played. -.- boring day..

Boring yet interesting

2008-08-16T18:56:00.002+08:00

Yo. just came back after buying a lappy :DD. aniwae today stayed home most of the time. didnt went out. blister burst sia, so dam pain :X. bo bian cant walk too much. i go install tings to lappy liao. cya.

2008-08-16T14:00:00.002+08:00

didnt manage to update on friday since i slept over at friend's hse. i'll jz gif an overview of wad happened on friday.

Friday

sch was quite slack. e-maths test was still okok. luckily managed to do sum qns despite not revising. :D thn managed to redeem back my fone from chinese teacher. went to trade it back with 2 chinese compre n mcq. :O thn went to play bball aft sch. thn went to slack arnd until i decided to stay over at frends place.

No more handphone :O

2008-08-14T18:26:00.002+08:00

Aww, today was so dam suay. chinese teacher went to confiscate my wallet n phone cus nvr hand in hw. -.- Lucky she returned me my wallet after i anyhow do 2 pieces of chinese compre n submit to her. Thn after sch had a talk with form teacher. was discussing about my family matters. = = talk for quite a long time thn the convo ended. FINALLY can zao from sch liao. but thn no hp, sibei boring....no1 to call or sms. didnt knew life sux without hp. now go try to do sum hw to redeem back my phone from chi teacher tmr. cya

Confused..

2008-08-13T18:59:00.002+08:00

How would it feel like to be part-time student n part-time worker? Somehow, it came across me that i should find a part-time job, rent a room n continue to study. Really confused over this...
not to mention, its so hard to find a suitable job for a secondary student with flexible working hours...haiz, i guess its time to be independent. should rely on myself to survive in this cruel world.

First Post.

2008-08-13T16:06:00.001+08:00

oooh, hi every1. finally made a blog after deciding for so long.
Today was boring, so many problems. Mother didn't believe i had stomachache.
Kept insisting that i pon sch... Well, cfm gonna quarell liao -.-
WHY CANT SHE JZ BELIEVE I HAD STOMACHACHE. bloody irritated.
aiya, my life's fking screwed. so many problems here and there.......
sua dun wan say anymore liao. make myself more down nia = =